Yes! I definitely was scared to tell anyone. but once i did it felt like a huge weight was off my shoulders. i really was to the point where i couldn’t live like that anymore, and my ED was getting worse fasttttttt. i was scared to treatment, i still am scared. im definitely scared of gaining weight. that fear doesnt go away over night. but honestly, i feel so much better. and if you start recovery, they dont jump start you into eating like 3 meals a day, 2000 calories. my therapist told me i could eat salad all day if i wanted. as long as i was eating SOMETHING and not throwing it up. you want recovery, trust me.
(my messages are really messed up.. sorry.. i tried replying lol.)
but ask away, i wont be offended!
if i had been her, and seen us together, i would have punched you in the face. and it didnt make sense at the time why she was all like “aaooohhh heyy… *acts angry & tries to pull you away from me*” but now it does.
and you. are. an. ass.
cutest pup in the world <3